she feels alone
alone with no one to hold
hold back all her pain
pain the seems to never go away
away from the one she lost
lost the one she loves
loves him from a distance now
now they're just friends
friends and nothing more
more and more she wants him back
back into her arms
arms that are hurt
hurt and no longer able to feel
feel anything anymore
anymore of this lie she's been telling
telling him one thing but doing another
another cut into her body
body thats fading 
fading into nothing
"nothing is wrong" is what she says
says the same thing every day
day by day she pretends to be okay
okay, so no one really knows
knows her true feelings
feelings she wishes she didn't have
have to put on a show
show him shes fine
fine enough for him to move on
on with his own life
life without her by his side
side of her no one sees
sees shes really dying
dying slowly every second
second by second she fades away
away to better place