suicide...?

I'm sick of being treated like shit being burried within a pitt lost all the meaning of what is love wondering if i did it, would i be above? taken away trying to escape from life wondering if i should be standing... with this knife. If i do it, it's over the pain will disapear it'l be over and ended no more painful fear I'm ready, i'l do it My tears i cannot hide, but would you care anyway... if i commited suicide??