Words can't describe this feeling
All this time I thought I was healing.
When actually all of these thoughts I'm concealing
Turn out to be feelings I hate revealing.

It was always me, it's always been me
I told you ten times before, so why don't you see?
Looking at the two of you turns out to be
A motherfucking nightmare that's killing me!

I don't understand why it happens to me
All I want is this pain to just up and leave.
It wont go away, and stay away, and leave me peace.
I feel like this jealousy's a fucking disease.

I'm still not saying what I really need to say.
How every time you're with her, you ignore me for days.
And you'll tell me how you love me then you blow me away.
But when she leaves, you always seem to come back my way.
Okay.

I'm kinda getting out a little bit at a time.
You said to tell you everything, even if it's in rhyme.
When I told you how I really wanna make us right.
You built up my hopes by saying it's also on your mind.

But why does it seem like there's always an excuse?
I'm standing in line waiting, like you have no room.
Stuck in between the two, what do I have to do?
She's supposedly the one that's having your baby too?

But you don't know that for sure.
She's fucked around and played you so many times before.
Everyone warned you how she's nothing but a whore.
And here I am wondering if I can consume anymore...

Cause now you want us to partner up and be like best
friends.
Do you really think I'll easily just make amends?
And sit here like a rope with two untied ends?
I don't know about you, but I wanna just break this bend!