I was 4 years old when you left me,
You abused you, and you abused me
I wish I could see your face,
To feel.. To see..

I hope you are better off,
Cause now it’s like I was meaningless to you, mum,
Because when you went, a new life had just begun,
And each day I think of you, mum

So suddenly, so strange,
Life wakes you up, and things aren’t the same,
Now when there’s weakness, I find my strength,
Because I just think of your name..

I was the only one,
Who seemed to admire you,
I saw your true colours,
Even in the hurtful of times

I see a light in the sky and it almost blinds me,
And I feel your presence around me,
I find my self in an emotion dream,
With tears running down my face.

Everyone tells me to be strong,
Hold on and don’t shed a tear,
Through the darkness and good times,
I know I will make it through...