Song-Dear Jacob

Your name echos through my mind. You disappeared after all this time. I know it wasn't up to you. But tears find their way out my eyes. Why did God take away your life? Broken heart. Black flowers. Gray skies. Forgotten dreams. Regrets from not saying this. And not doing that. It all mixes into the memories I have left. How can anyone say they feel the way I do When i know i'll never be able to let go of you. They all keep coming by with what feels like fake sympothy. They apparently dont realize how much you still mean to me. What about all the times I shared with you? What about all the plans i had for me and you. I think God forgot to tell me what I was supposed to do. Broken heart. Black flowers. Gray skies. Forgotten dreams. Regrets from not saying this. And not doing that. It all mixes into the memories I have left. How can anyone say they feel the way I do When i know i'll never be able to let go of you. I found a star in the sky. It never looked so beautiful. I thought maybe it had something to do with you. I dont know if i should wish to be with you soon because then i couldnt remind everyone of all the warmth you brought into this freeing world. I just dont think this is what you deservered. Broken heart. Black flowers. Gray skies. Forgotten dreams. Regrets from not saying this. And not doing that. It all mixes into the memories I have left. How can anyone say they feel the way I do When i know i'll never be able to let go of you. I just want you to hold my hand for one more night. If you could just come back and hold me tight.