Why didn't I just say yes
When he had asked me?
Instead I said no
Like there was nothing in between.

"Why do you have to be so emotional?"
Like its some sort of game.
"I just need you to love me"
Our love wont ever be the same.

So you 'just need me to love you'
Like all of the other girls do?
It's 4:51 in the morning
And I"m still up waiting for you!

But you will never come.
I'm losing all hope inside.
Knowing we wont talk.
But still awake, I try.

I'm half falling asleep.
Staring at my door.
Depressing music plays.
Sitting naked on the floor.

Why didn't I say yes
"Are you telling me goodbye?"
But instead I said no
Why???