Self Acceptance

Whatever happened to my life it has already   happened    It
happened when I was ignorant, helpless, when my 
awareness level was low.

I accept all that happened- pains, pleasures, people, 
   emotions, love, affections, fights, rags---- all        
  that   happened.


I accept them as part of my past, my growth myself.
   I own complete responsibility for them.
But I will not condemn or blame myself 
 nor will I condemn or blame anyone else----
  Everything happened when all of us was   ignorant,   
  helpless.


 I have reasons to forgive myself & others.
   The reason I learnt from River Ganga is I want to 
    live fresh a new- without- carrying any extra 
    weight- the guilt, hate, revenge, stupidity.
 I want to live in freedom like a dove in a sky.
I want 2 live in awareness,in knowledge,in bright SUN.    

I know I cannot change my past,nor can I change people.
 I can only change the way I see everything, my outlook.


 My God is my friend- My eternal wellwisher.	
 He keeps telling me: I have given you life to live,
 to celebrate and not to destroy it with self blame or 
abuse----

          Live in awareness, with gratitude.
          So, I accept my friends advice.
          I accept myself, I accept others. 
   
            Sanjay Pandurang Honkalse
   
                   1997