Heart Attack [7.8.09.], by 11 Tragedy's Subscribe to rss feed for <font color=red>11 Tragedy's</font>

He makes me sad
And he makes me cry.
He makes my heart
and All the rest
Of my insides die.

He ignores me like the plague.
HE brings these thoughts back into my head.
Making it hard to breathe and think strait.
Getting sick to my stomach
Cause of the words left unsaid.

Just let me go
Please, I don't want to hurt no more.
My wrists are bleeding, your love I'm needing
Every heart beat I feel is sore.
I just can't believe
I went and did, this stupid shit again
Over a perfect god damn boy. 
Repeating suicidal images in my head.

God just kill me
or leave me
And get it over with!!
Cause if I Can't stay with him
Then with out him, I wont live.

Tears falling down my face again
This depression really couldn't get any worse.
No drug or drink takes this pain away.
Turn around, take the best of me with him.
Has my heart stopped...or did it just burst?

*Ch*

I'm such a disgraceful mess.
Yet barely, he still bothers with me.
Continuously left in the cold.
Every feeling inside I hold.
He's far too good for me.
I don't know when I'll see
To him I'm just a girl.
But in Just a boy, I've made my world...

He didn't miss me at all!!!
But this is the last time he pushes me to this edge
Cause I'm finally gonna take my fall.
Posted: 2009-07-08 16:44:49 UTC

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2009-08-10 23:29:06Butterfly
Beutiful Poem, love how u expressed ur self