You give me everything:
Safety,
Security,
Love.
And I know I mean everything to you.
But why am I not whole?
Why can I not feel the wind on my cheeks?
The sun on my back?
The warmth of your embrace?
Why can I not feel anything?
I do my best…
I promise…
I just can’t feel anything.
And believe me;
It’s not that I don’t want to.
I just simply…
Can’t.
I know I mean the world to you,
I just wish you could mean the world to me.
You’re everything I look for;
Caring,
Honest,
Loyal,
And extremely funny.
But somehow…
There’s something missing.
And in my opinion…
…you deserve so much better than this…
This... this… this... waste of space which is me.
I’m just letting you know;
It’s not that I don’t want to
Love you or feel anything for you.
I just simply…
Can’t.