will someone please tell me, what i truly mean
i am nothing, and stand no more, it does really seem.
I am just a thing, that is here to this day
i am a waste of space in every single way.
No one truly cares of how i feel under my disguise
I sit with ease and dwell for my sadness to subside.
with the grip of death on my side
God is here to be my guide.
To guide me to a place better than my life
because i can no longer live in this aweful strife.
I am put no where, not understood right
I can't stay any longer, i have lost my big fight.
my fight with myself to stay strong in my heart
but i finally couldnt win, i just fell apart.
There is no reason for me to stay here
This life is the only thing that i really fear.
To all my loved ones, i am sorry im such a disgrace
I couldnt even look at me, or look into my face.
I am a shame to all, and bring discourage to everyone
but i think that my life has finally come undone.
I hope to see you someday, if i can make it through
because moving on is just something i have to do.
I will see you again, and you will finally see me smile
o how long its been, i havent been happy in awhile
I'm sorry that i let you down, and being selfish to you all
but i cant pick myself back up after my final fall
to be destined this way, i must have to take
this is the path for me, I'm sorry for my mistake.