Insomniac

3 am on a school night been lying here for hours tossing and turning stretching and curling begging to be asleep i want to cry with frustration but am too exhausted to try punching the pillow and kicking the duvet begging to be asleep inside im screaming and my head is reeling too hot then too cold begging to be asleep so this is insomnia the feelings unreal no one understands the way that i feel the failure in my mind is way too raw for me no way to escape this torment so ill still lie here at 3