Here comes another one
Deep inside this black hole I call a heart.
I've written hundreds of these
And yet still, I don't know where I should start.

Well, he loved me...
That I do know now.
But I had to go and hurt him
With all of my stupid doubts.

I lost it all.
And it's all my fault.

CHORUS:
How could I push him away?
I had the most perfect boy in my life
And I pushed him till he had enough.
I blamed him for my pain
But I did not see
Every time it went wrong
It's always me.

Here come the tears again
Falling from my eyes, like a heavy rain.
I felt it so many times before
I'm getting used to being in this pain.

I lost him and I miss him
But I don't deserve to call him mine.
He knows I can't let him go
Why can't I ever keep someone in my life?!?

He's my all
But I made him fall.

*Chorus*

He filled my heart 
and my mind.
I wish I could
Turn back the time.
Make him happy again
Look into his eyes
And see his smile shine.