as i sit here all alone
in a dark corner
silent tears running down my face
i do not know what will make me happy
because the only thing that i wish to have is you
and i am not the one that you want
so i sit alone
i do not wish to be comforted
because no words can ease my pain
no effort will i make to find the love that i once had
there is no strength inside me to utter a single word
do not speak, make no action
for I am the one who will make you suffer
but it is not wat i wish to do
for  now i take pitty on you
i can not spend my hours earning for something i will never
have
yet it is wat my heart will always desire