Inside[7.26.09]

I'm sick of these tears I'm never gonna tell you I'm breaking inside I'll never once tell you How I fucken love you! How I want to be your girl And that you were the best When I had you I had the world Cause you dont feel that way So why waste my words You never even listen You don't care and it's absurd. CHORUS: I'm gonna keep these feelings inside Till it rips me apart Cause you don't need to know this I'll smother my bloody heart I'm gonna keep these feelings to myself And hope that it will go away The drugs can't heal me All I needed was you to say... Never again will I do this Changing over a guy Making me sad, and violent Turning me into a shadow, why? Why couldn't you just stay Why couldn't you just give me another chance To show you that I can't live with out you It's like you're in some kind of trance. You've forgot all about me I'm just another girl Thinking of all the other ones Makes me just want to hurl *CHORUS* You don't love me anymore You probably love someone else You've taken all my dreams And sentenced them to Hell Why did you do this to me Do you know how bad this hurts? I told you I was sorry I would of done anything to be yours So I'm gonna keep these feelings inside Even if it rips me apart You don't need to know how I smother my bloody heart These feelings kept to myself Will hopefully go away Drugs can't heal me All I needed was you to say... "...Kaitie, I want you..." You will never hear this So I'll put it to an end Thanks for becoming my everything And ripping my heart to pieces again.