My illusion

Sometimes its hard to believe the world cares If they do I ignore, drown it out with tears Its becoming hard to think of why to smile I dont really think Ive laughed for a while I've shut myself away from all thats true Its the only way I feel I can make it through Im so cut off now I cant even feel the pain I have nothing left to lose and nothing more to gain Im living inside this blank and dead illusion That theres no reason to smile and no where to run Believe me, If I could I'd be by your side To tell you how sorry I am, To tell you I lied But I cant seem to pull away I prefer living in the dark everyday.