Questions of me

By BJS •
How can I always feel lonely
when I never get to be alone?
And why since I'm just a sinner
am I so willing to cast the first stone?
Why am I afraid to to just be me
and let the chips fall where they may?
And how is it that what I am thinking
is not even close to what I say?
How do I have such pity for me
when I only harvest what I've sown?
And why am I always so surprised
by the things I've always known?
BJS
7/29/09