Jacob,

He's the only thing that ever mattered. I thought I knew what love was But with him it was something more. All the nights i stayed up dreaming, I didn't know he dreamed about the same thing too. If I couldn've only known. I'd ive anything now if he knew. My heart would race even faster knowing we were something more. I can almost feel his arms wrapped around me tight. if only in reality I could feel that tonight. I've felt his hands but never in all the wys i wanted to. I've stared into his eyes but never dared to ask what he was thinking about. As we gazed up at the stars could it be we had the same feelings all along? I can't believe I let him slip away. If only I could be with. Even Just one day. Even just one night. if you only knew Id give you my heart to hold in your hands. Id give you all of me just to feel you so close. Id show you more than words can say. My only regret Jacob, is letting you slip away.