Forbidden

Can't breathe, needing you here next to me. Can't even talk to you, how do they exspect me to survive? When you're all i care about and my whole life. All my clouds have turned to gray. And thoughts of you wont escape my head. Numb from the lack of tears, im trying not allowed to cry, All I want to do is fall asleep beside you tonight. I finally have to let the tears fall out my eyes. It just makes my head ache more and i need everything you make of me to come back. I need you to hold my hand and promise what ever happens you won't turn back. The thoughts in my head make my whole body shake. I don't know where I am with out you. Maybe they're to blind to see. I'll just keep wishing wht is meant to be will be.