I wish I could write a poem,
That touched your heart,
And made you understand,
How it felt, to be betrayed,
By someone who was my life,
My soul, my first love.
I wish I could find the words,
That explained my feelings,
To tell you what you really did to me,
To tell you every pain you caused me,
Then maybe you would understand,
What it's like, to be betrayed.
I wish I could ask the questions,
That I have been longing to ask,
Then maybe you would answer me
And tell me how you think it feels,
To be betrayed,
And let my broken soul rest in peace.
So I can move on?
Why can't I move on?
I've cried, and screamed, and cried some more.
But your gorgeous smile will not leave my heart,
I fall into darkness, let it take over,
I become someone else, to protect me from myself,
My sun does not shine anymore,
My face does not smile anymore,
And now I wish, I never knew,
How it feels,
To be betrayed.