I hold my breath
This sad and pointless life begins to take it’s toll
I conceal my sorrows behind a smile
As my not so perfect plan begins to unfold
I realise now I have been lied to
I have lost all faith in the things I have achieved
I have awoken now and I begin to realise
That I am cradeled in  nothing 
but shadows of all I have created.
I long to be lost in you
I need to get away
Away from this place I have so naivly made.
This place…
My life.
Why won’t you come
And take me away from myself?
I crawl and strive through this hating world
As desease and pain flow through my veins
I attempt to find myself
But I have changed
I can’t go on like this
I loath myself and all I have become.
As I am lost in this dying life
I reach for something more
There must be something more
Than this.
I have grown so weary of this life I lead
It is no longer anything more than a lie
Let me become lost in you
I am living nothing but a lie.