Let Me Become Lost In You

I hold my breath This sad and pointless life begins to take it’s toll I conceal my sorrows behind a smile As my not so perfect plan begins to unfold I realise now I have been lied to I have lost all faith in the things I have achieved I have awoken now and I begin to realise That I am cradeled in nothing but shadows of all I have created. I long to be lost in you I need to get away Away from this place I have so naivly made. This place… My life. Why won’t you come And take me away from myself? I crawl and strive through this hating world As desease and pain flow through my veins I attempt to find myself But I have changed I can’t go on like this I loath myself and all I have become. As I am lost in this dying life I reach for something more There must be something more Than this. I have grown so weary of this life I lead It is no longer anything more than a lie Let me become lost in you I am living nothing but a lie.