Left Behind

By toni •
play your games
i have some of my own
it's on, hardball
don't buckle, be a man
it wasn't meant to be
what does fate have to do with me
leave me in peace
i touched your lips, let my guard down
should've known better than that
no emotions go emotions
oh i'm so emotional
trying to get a hold of myself
could've shrugged my shoulders
would've walked away
nothing more than just a fling
no committment just resentment
didn't mean much to you anyway
this i could've done without
i won't try anymore, not on my own
don't want it to work,
you've already moved on i can tell
no effort on your part
never gave us a second thought
till i saw the look on your face
the feeling in your eyes
i thought i heard it in your voice
a better actor than i expected
you stole my heart with a lie
maybe i imagined something more than what was really there
should've ended with that first goodbye
kept it hidden, let you hurt me
more than you're aware
doesn't matter won't ever matter
i'm nothing to you
as if i ever was
you can be nothing to me too
is this how you want things to be
the choice is all yours
i can be the enemy
russian roulette and i'm the bullet
pull the trigger
will you lose?