My Failure

Again it begins The nightmare that never ends As I battle these tears from falling I can feel my heart dying Trying to stay strong Telling myself, move on But the heart is stronger than the mind My mind says forget it But the heart says I feel it What do you want me to do When each time I try to forget Another bad memory gets Me to dwell on the past And I tell myself it's only temporary it'll pass But guess what? It's still here I can't deny what happened through the years And guess what? You can't either It's so hard to take a breather Blaming is for everyone Yeah, you can blame me And I can blame you But no matter what happens We're still stuck at the same place So I choose to claim my space And I'm leaving without a trace I can't bear to look at your face Cause each time I look at you Reminds me of my failure Yes, it's mine Cause I failed you Cause nothing's worse Than loving someone who doesn't love you back And it's my fault you showed love lack Cause I love you too much And it hurts cause you're my crutch And I'm not yours But it's okay Just let me be I wanna die in my own misery I wanna tell you Don't text me Don't call me Please just let me be Until I'm just history Until my sadness My loneliness Kills me...