WHO AM I ?

Who am I ? I am a lost girl still waiting for your love, Abandon, I could only imagine what it felt like, Forgotten, by a father who visited for only ten minutes once a year, I needed you so much but you were never there, I needed you, to show me, to guide me, to stand up for me, Who am I ? I am the woman you married, Still a teenager and not ready to be your mother, Yet I was your strength your tower, I held you together, But still in my one moment of need you let me fall, You mistreated me and tried to make me feel small, Who am I ? I am your lover your friend, I tried to love you although you never loved me, But loved the freaky, sensual side of me, No matter how much I gave, it was never good enough, Your only concern was, would I like it 'slow or rough' Who am I ? I am that woman of God, That might, virtuous woman is hidden deep within me, But because of sin I am too blind to see, The wonderful purpose and a plan he has in store for me, Father give me the strength and someday let it be, Who am I ? I am your friend, So long ago you lost my trust, And now I don't know if they can be another us, I have a hard time letting people in, I hope someday to retry this friendship thing, Who am I ? I am a beautiful butterfly, I have been through so many stages to reach this place, I have learnt how to survive in this life long race, Sometimes it's easy, sometimes it's not, But now I can fly above and be thankful for what I've got!!