im sitting here thinking of you
trying to get rid of the memories
i just dont know what to do

you made my life a miserable hell
everytime you hit me
and everytime i fell

when tomorrow comes and im not in your arms
ill be wondering what happended
am i still your lucky charms?

i hate the part that you hate me
im wondering on the inside
could this really be?

why would i wanna spend the rest of my life
being beated on and abused
maybe not and ill end it with this knife 

but what would it do to my family and friends
it would put them in pain
could this be it? where my life ends??

going back to you would be the worst mistake
i know im not gonna do it
because all you are is a fake

you said that you could change
but i dont think so
this all feels very strange

once you've did that youll think ill change my mind
im not that stupid 
somebody better than you thats not hard to find 

yes, ill miss all those cuddles and kisses
but thats not the point
thats not my wishes

my wish is to find someone out there
not like you
someone that loves me and that will care

but im still here thinking of you
trying to get rid of all those memories
i still dont know what to do.