Song-Didn't mean to change you

You cant call me on mistakes when you make the same damn ones. I follow you like I have to when I could Run away at anytime. Why do I stay? Well im not quite sure myself. When we lock eyes you used to say you felt something too. What happened to those times? Is it hopeless to try and get those back? But you tell me you'll always be cold. I never meant to change you but I dont recall do anything that would. I'm just apart of your game so Why do I still care? Why do I crave everything about you if I cant stand to look you in the eyes. They now look so gray. I can't remember what color they used to be. But you have me somewhere lost where I cant even see.But yet your heart still has a hold of me. My hearts falling apart at the seems and I want nothing more for you to be beside me. Why is love a word that comes out of our mouths? There's no words that come out of mine that dont make your ears bleed but yet you still stand here and continue to listen to. Why is it so complicated. Why can't it all just go away? But it's so typical of you to leave my heart laying around on the streets like broken glass. I never meant to change you but I dont recall do anything that would. I'm just apart of your game so Why do I still care? Why do I crave everything about you if I cant stand to look you in the eyes. They now look so gray. I can't remember what color they used to be. But you have me somewhere lost where I cant even see.But yet your heart still has a hold of me. Its impossibe to forget the exact moment when the butterflies started to hapen. You were everything id had every wanted. And you were finally by my side. at first it felt so right but now im left here to cry. You held my hand but look so ashamed. It was such a long walk you made me take. But I continued to bend backward and im starting to break. You think this is easy for me but there's only so much i can take. Im still unsure about what steps to take but I cant pretend everything's ok I never meant to change you but I dont recall do anything that would. I'm just apart of your game so Why do I still care? Why do I crave everything about you if I cant stand to look you in the eyes. They now look so gray. I can't remember what color they used to be. But you have me somewhere lost where I cant even see.But yet your heart still has a hold of me.