Given Up

Sometimes I shut my eyes to see, In a crowd and yet all alone, Even in the sun its cold to me, I'll cut 'till I feel, right down to the bone, Each of my scars has its own tale, I should probably try to mend them all, But I won't try because I know I'll fail, I will never fly because I'm too afraid to fall, So now I've given up, Maybe a little bit too soon, I don't really give a fuck, I'll just lock myself in my room, I'll sit in the dark and cry, Please forget that I exist, I may as well just die, I doubt that I would be missed.