I know Im hurting myself,
The people around me try to help,
But I just shut them out,
And tear myself apart,
From the inside out,
So my heart is broken for all to see,
All can watch it bleeding,
All will laugh at me,

I'll cry my broken, bloody tears,
Sobbing, wailing, screaming,
Hoping no one hears,
Tie a rope around my neck,
Until I stop my breathing,

Smash my empty bottles,
Leave the glass with my rusty blades,
Ive had a bit too much now,
The blood is making me dizzy,
And all the light fades,
I dont know how,
I lasted this long,

The rip of my last breath,
Grabs my throat,
Makes me choke,
Then finally its over,