I hate myself for what I have done
I should have never trusted, never fallen
I hurt so many with my mistakes
Can be forgiven but not forgotten

I sit around and look at myself
Both inside and out, I can’t see
So lost within this worldly snare
I forgotten who I wanted to be

I wish to only turn back time
Where happiness seemed to gleam
I wish that none of this had happened
But the wishing is just a dream

Nothing done can be erased
It sits there set in stone
I want nothing more than a chance
To not be forever alone

So please will somebody listen
I am crying for you here
I don’t want any sympathy
I just need someone’s ear

I want to say I love you
Even if he no longer cares
I know that I cut him deep
Forgiveness I wouldn’t dare

Just please, please listen
I see everything so clearly
It was him that I loved all along
It was him that I loved so dearly

I want to prove to him what I know
He IS and always was the one for me
I wish I knew it so much sooner, but
I was too blinded and hurt to see