DO YOU KNOW ME?

I SPREAD MY WINGS AS I HAVE IN A HUNDRED DREAMS BUT AS I OPEN UP MY EYES, I HEAR ONLY SCREAMS I REALIZE THEY ARE MINE AND IT PUSHES ME TO THE INEVITABLE REALITY THAT I AM ONLY HUMAN WHY DO I CRY, I DOES NO GOOD, IT NEVER DOES THE STREAKS OF MAKEUP AND STAINED SATIN GLOVES THE LIGHT FILLS THE ROOM AND ONCE AGAIN I HAVE SURVIVED SO WHY DO I FEEL SO EMPTY INSIDE I STUMBLE THROUGH THE DAY AS ANY ACTOR COULD SMILING AND BEAMING AND PRETENDING, DAMN I AM SO GOOD NO ONE SEES THE REAL ME, THE ONE WHO'S DEAD INSIDE THE ONE WHO WIPES HER TEARS AWAY, THE PART OF ME THAT DIED THEY WOULD NOT UNDERSTAND ME IF THEY EVER KNEW IF THEY SEE ME AS I AM, I DON'T KN0W WHAT THEY'D DO IT SEEMS THE PAIN AND ANGER ARE ALWAYS AT MY SIDE I DID NOT SAY A WORD TO THEM, THEY CANNOT SAY I LIED