everyday

By amanda •
Everyday I wait until the mail comes.
Everyday I make a disappointing discovery.
Everyday I get nothing from you in the mail
Everyday I call and leave a message.
Everyday I get no call back.
Everyday I get reasurance from mom.
Everyday I get nothing.
Everyday I get nothing but lies from you.
Everyday I hate you more.
Everyday I feel like crying.
Everyday I live on.
Everyday I lock myself away from everyone.
Everyday I block you out.
Everyday is getting easier for me.
I hope it isn't for
you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks for nothing DAD!!!!!!!!!!