Love To Hate

Single handedly you have destroyed me. You began by ceasing to love me yet feeding on my unrequited love. You continued by ceasing to like me, seeing me as a chore to be done. You finished by finding someone else and not even having the courage to tell me. Well done, you have mastered the art of making me bleed, you cowardly piece of Serbian shit. So weak! You could never find a way to stop killing me, to leave me alone. And now I am colder, bluer, blacker than I've ever been before. I wish I'd died that night I overdosed, that you'd found me dead in your bed. I kept giving you everything, you just fed me enough to keep me suffering. I hate myself for loving you but I hate you for not loving me just a little bit more.