Blinded by the emotions.

I cant see whats going on. He hates me, doesnt give a fuck what I do. He couldnt care less what I do. But I dont care. It doesnt make a difference to me. Why do I feel this way? I dont understand it. He hates me. I am blinded. Not a where of whats going on anymore. I love him. The reason I do is unknown to me, And you. I think about letting go. There is no point in hanging on. So why dont I let go? I cant. After holding on for so long. For no reason why. I cant let go. Not even with all the strenght in the world. I cant let go. Dont see a chance in it. I am blinded by the emotions