have u ever tried to put a puzzle toegther but realized u
dont have all your pieces.....u get down to that last few
pieces and they are no where to be found....u feel so
disapointed to do all that work and realize it was for
nothing because what u wanted is not complete....to know u
couldnt achieve that one thing well that is how i feel right
now......it seemed like things were going soooo good there
for a while then it all fell apart i lost my piece of the
puzzle and dont know where to look to find it to fix the
problem.....i wish i could make things right but only time
will tell if im able to put the puzzle back together  to
find that piece and solve my problems ...i cant ask for help
i realize that now or run awayfrom that problem i have to do
it on my own only then the picture will be complete agin