Im sick of this pain,
he dosnt even know
my name.
I'm sick of you,
your never tru.
I'm sick of me'
beacuse I never see.
why?
why wont I just die,
all I ever do now 
is cry.
I'm sick of this razor,
its blade dall but so
sweet.
I'm sick of the hurt,
beacuse I know it would
never work.
I'm sick of trying to
be me,
when all I can think about
is you.
I'm sick,
I'm sad,
I'm mad!
I'm sick of my dumb emotions,
I wont to be numb.