Stand Still

By Lillian •
If I could erase every time
You occupy my worn mind
All eternity would be used up
Cause I really love you this much
I remember the nights I waited
Dying of impatience and heavily sedated
I ruined it all too fast
Believing one moment could eternally last
Self-torture at my best
I knowingly failed this test
And while I want things to be the same
They can't be and only I'm to blame
Now at a stand-still with fate
A destiny only you can create
But your presence is greater than the sky
For you I live and for you I will die
[10.5.09 - 3:00pm... from nowhere in particular]