Now what am I to do?

I hear you talking so deep and sexy the way that you used to talk to me now it breaks my heart instead of melting it for you are not talking to me no, not anymore And I see you listen intently taking in every word paying such close attention but that's not how you listen to me no, not anymore I see that special look you give when looking at someone you desire but never am I that someone no, not anymore And I can feel the tension of your lust sometimes so thick that I cannot breathe but its not directed at me no, not anymore I can remember how you used to make me feel so sexy, so loved, all that you needed but now I never feel that way no, not anymore Now what am I to do? BJS 10/10/09