And so the "Preppy Girl Next Door" breaks outt.

She seems to live in her own little world and although friendly to everyone, she is extremely distant and hard to reach. She only shows extreme emotion when she is mad, or seems to be. She chooses to avoid people based on her best judgement. Shes only in high school, with a child-like face, but the body of a model. She drinks, perhaps a bit too heavily at times. She smokes, and hates every breath she takes in. She seems the type who would never lower herself to those standards. Too out-there, yet held back in a way. She has the voice of an angel, but choses to keep it hidden. She has high aspirations, yet is shot down everytime she speaks of them. She dreams. She wishes. Both for things we all know will never happen. She is a small-town girl on the "road to nowhere." She knows no one ever gets it big out of her little town, yet shes determined to make that change. She is told no, yet keeps going. She hates you, and she loves you. She makes sure you never know the difference. She is scared. She is scarred. She cuts. She starves. She loves her life. She lies. More than she would ever want to. She doesn't see a future for her. She sees a future for THEM. She and him. Forever. She is.. me. And shes not afraid to say it anymore.