Growing up where i grew
   up was hard,
I just wanted to watch
   tv with my older brother,
Why did you have to 
   pick my house?
Why not the next one
   or none of them?
My brother hid me in
   the closet,
Protecting me was his
    main priority in life,

Bang.

I heard the front door
   slam shut behind you,
Stumbling out of the cloest
   I fell to my knees,
At 7 i didn't understand how
   people could be so heartless,
Touching his beautiful rugged face
   i cried for him to wake up, 
His warm blood trickled
   under my barefeet, 
Thank you for ruining
   my entire life.