Nervous

I'm Nervous Nervous because my fathers comeing home. I'm nervous because I never had one like this before. One that sticks with me, One that hasn't lied, one that I probably would never deny. I'm nervous..., what should i expect, what should i do, what should i say? I have no clue. Why am i nervous? I thought this is what i wanted. A father, I thought i was ready for it. But i guess I still have to get ready. It's just me. All you need is that one N word to describe me. Nervous. I love you daddy