I tricked myself

i really thought i could get over you but i just kept coming back i knew you didnt like me because you told me you liked my best friend i was in my bed crying stayed up till 3 in the morning wondering what was wrong with me i went to school the next day you and my friend were going out i was crushed devastated and had no will to live but later that day an old crush came to mind not you not him but HIM before i closed my eyes i was over you and into him so what im saying to you is im over you i like him your my best friend nothing more