At a Loss

Everything i know crumbling down around me and for all these feelings i am woe I dont know who i am supposed to be A deep inhale is all i take to try and calm my racing nerves The emotions around me are acting as a lake cold to the touch and filled with currents and curves I never meant to hurt but i fill others with regret and pain i feel if these emotions i do not assert I will lose instead of gain the piece of that which is whole the cause of my happiness unending that touches me in places of soul I cannot help these mixed emotions i am sending I am simpy at a loss my emotions are not without traction but no matter what the cost I will never apologize for my actions