Everything i know 
crumbling down around me
and for all these feelings i am woe
I dont know who i am supposed to be

A deep inhale is all i take
to try and calm my racing nerves
The emotions around me are acting as a lake
cold to the touch and filled with currents and curves

I never meant to hurt
but i fill others with regret and pain
i feel if these emotions i do not assert
I will lose instead of gain

the piece of that which is whole
the cause of my happiness unending
that touches me in places of soul
I cannot help these mixed emotions i am sending

I am simpy at a loss
my emotions are not without traction  
but no matter what the cost
I will never apologize for my actions