i almost said it

By h. •
forget your wall
there are things more important
screw it all
screw your wall
your fears were irrelevant
did you make it all up
i hate the way i feel
and i don't know you anymore
when you exist apart from me
i cry inside
but you'll never see
i die inside
you guess at my sadness
don't credit yourself that way
how do you know what you meant to me
oh right
i almost said i love you