cutting...

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By StarStarlit

(((old habit...))) crying my own little heart out, watching the clock tick by the time, i sit here, alone,' waiting for a better tomorrow. sometimes life is only so painful, yet you cannot do anything about it, no one to take it out on, and the only person who can take all your pain is yourself. but you are weak, nothing, gone! so i try and say goodnight, while dragging this blade across my skin. i watch my skin bleed, and start to feel a slight sting, to a tear in my eye. you may think i cry for the pain, yet i am mearly only morning for my own inner pain. better dead than alive, sometimes i already feel dead, then other times, more alive than the world itself. i only cut to feel alive, and other times to calm down. i also do it, to escape from death. from a sweet-sweet suicide. but no, i cannot die yet, my life forbids me to... but last time i cut, someone knew, and cried out of fear, like a young child. i do not realize what is so wrong about this. but i still have the temptation in my mind, wondering if this is even worth it. crying my own little heart out, watching the clock tick by the time, i sit here, alone,' waiting for a better tomorrow. i sit and stare at the blade beside me, my eyes turning red with lust. but i finally feel strong, and dump tht blade away. i promise 2 b strong! ...i just wish i had a hand...

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November 16, 2009 00:33CUTTS**AND_A_BROKEN_HEART

aww this is so sad..brought tears to my eyes..wonderfully written

November 24, 2009 23:19StarStarlit

thx-i wrote it from my

November 24, 2009 23:20StarStarlit

heart...sadly...but thx, and ur poems are really good and gr8 too lol :) xD

November 25, 2009 22:35tina k.

PAINFUL yet KOOL good job diana!!!!!

November 28, 2009 22:02StarStarlit

thnx :)

December 1, 2009 00:45angelbaby94

omg diana luv the poem but why is it soo u kno pain and stuff like tht lolz but it still rocks ur an aswome poet lol rock on!!!!

December 1, 2009 21:39StarStarlit

because...sometimes...to me, pain is not only a feeling, but an emotion... and this poem describes inner pain...my inner pain...only cause its my poem, and sadly true...and thx 4 the comment, sometimes...ur that hand i wanna reach :)) ttyl angel :)

December 2, 2009 22:12Teresa

i know how this is it made me cry thinking about the past i loved your poem it was great

April 20, 2010 00:08tina k.

aww-nice yet sadd poem d.s. .. rite happy poems not sad poems ... lolzz ttyl d.s.

woah. that was deep.