my friend and angel :)

i remember being cold, and all alone. i remember being alone, with no one to talk to. i remember having friends, if only they would listen. but then i met you, and now i can smile again. no this is not a love song, neither hatred as well, i am only trying to say, even when i'm upset, as soon as i see you, i cant but laugh, because i remember you. you laugh with me and cry, we hang out and share secrets, i haven't had a friend in a long time, but having you as a friend, makes me seem to open up again. i dont know what i'd do without a friend like you. and even before, when i was depressed, you were still there for a shoulder to cry on. all i wanted to do was runaway and die, then i met you, and when you have a friend, everything is happy news. i can trust people again, and i'm learning to smile. i can be hyper when i feel like it, and tell all my secret crushes to her. we can act stupid, and even look like idiots, but when i have a friend like her, it doesn't matter. and if i ever saw her hurt, and if i ever see her cry, i will always be there for her, and cry with her. i dont want to she her as depressed as i was, running from myself. and i cant imagine, her own hurtful past as well. but that is all behind us, and this it today. i'll always have you, and you'll always have me. BFFs 4EVER! :) <3 my only one wish is that we stay friends for life. my only promise is that'll i'll be there for you, and love you like a sis. my only request, is that you stay as my friend. and i also ask you, on one more favor, maybe impossible, i hope it wont be; please protect me from myself...i dont want to be hurting inside, or bleeding outside, anymore, so i can stay here, to see you, and be your friend, sister, and your angel as well... ROCKK ON!!!-lolz :)) ***((this poem is dedicated to my BFF annangel-luv ya=]))***