remembering... x'( ... xD ...

remembering...life's hardest moments... the days i grew silent... the days i could not even find the words to speak... i would just look out, into the opened wind, waiting... waiting... waiting...for...just, a feeling... a feeling to tell me that i am still here... that there is another place of joy, of happiness, and no other pain... i wanted to feel that i was someone... someone who was here... for a reason... if i had only been able to see back then, but went opposite... i had cut, and drunk... i had cried, and ran, and tried, to escape... i had placed that around my neck, pierced it through my skin, burnt it off, and screamed when put on mute... but now... i see... even with a spinning head... on who, i really am... i am someone... i am a person... i have found my reason... you may not believe me tho... but after getting better, from some dumb hospital, running from the cops, and myself, i finally see, who i truly was, and still am... i see her in everyone's smile... i see her every time i give someone a hug, i see her every time there is hope... i am _________.