O my goodness why???????

You are so beautiful I can't stand it I've tried to get over you so many times why doesen't it work the way you speak to me is like im a lost puppy and you want to find a home for me EXACTLY! why won't you let me be with you? why do i have to find someone else to like just because we are best friends? i wish you wanted me if i were with you i'd cry with joy not to your face but in my room were no one could see. I've never seen an angel but im sure you look like one your smile, your eyes its so over whelming when im mad you let me take all my anger out on you you no i dont mean it so you let me. o my goodness why do i have to be the friend? I WANNA BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND!!!! PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT!!!!! i feel so horrible that you cant read any of these poems that im writing... but if you did... i know how you feel because a friend asked you if you liked any girls and you said no. then the new girl asked if you and me were dating you said no we are just friends i know how you feel about i just wish there was some way to make you feel this way without telling you wake up call for me- there isnt a way... :'(