Twisted

By suzieQ •
My heart it twists and turns
It pulls me this way and that
A fire within me starts to burn
And I can't tell fiction from fact
The first one tugging, a love so zealous
A love I lost, and won
He has moved on, and I am jealous
He may as well draw out a gun
The second is a friend, oh god
Who claims to love me and I cringe
This idiot, this silly sod
Is setting our friendship to fringe
The third is a friend and sister
I don't know her too well anymore
This ignorance is now a blister
And I have lost our bond at the core
These three loves, pulling me around
Are going to be my destined demise
Unless a solution can be found
But so far, I see no prize
So my once big heart is now a pulp
It has been twisted and squished
The tears I hold back cause a choke
This is not the fate I wished