You

By <font color=#FFFFFF>Convalescence</font> •
I can't smile when I'm around you,
it's something that I must hide,
but when I'm not around you,
you are the only reason for any smile that I find.
I'm afraid that you won't understand,
or that you won't feel the same.
I just don't want to loose my friend,
I can't deal with that pain.
You're the only one of which I'm scarred,
but also cannot loose.
There's just one reason I'm afraid,
the truth is, I love you.