I fell

I like him. No, I love him. But along the road I made a mistake. I had her tell him. Had her tell him I love him. Taking a chance. A big leap. Hopeing nothing would change. But I fell on my face. Something did change, He ignores me now. It's like I'm not even alive. But I took the jump. So I will suffer my consiquences. I will let myself fall. Fall, fall all the way down. I have to face the pain sometime. Now I know. If you jump, Enentually you will fall back down...