Why did you let go
of my hand?
Why did i slip
away from your grip?
i tried to hold on 
for my dear life
but nothing worked
the fear 
the shame 
the guilt
all came into my head
again
because
of 
you.
i knew this moment would come.
for your 
could've,
would've,
and should'ves
aren't enough,
enough for mine and yours
my love
for nothing would've kept it.

together we were
and no more
for i am falling
detached from you
and nothing can
catch me
not even
you.